Before the Funeral, We Stop By
In daylight we discuss the night,
Point to the clouds and conjure
Covert networks of stars,
Specks connecting kingdoms where
Everything has died, where the air is
Ruled by silences we cannot see.
In October we trespass on
Prairies while the sun beats its yellow, wrinkled fist
Atop our heads.
I suspect everything out here is angry,
I suspect everything in our cameras only wants
To decay.
Bugs set themselves onto our shoulders and
We flinch.
Our footfalls ruin universes where
Everything only wants to expand.
On weekends we visit like children
Tracing the lines on our Grandmother’s face,
Calling to the golden years we must have missed.
I suspect at her funeral we will cry,
We will blush and twiddle our thumbs
Wondering what exactly she knew of us.